How's Life?

"never been like this"

My life is full of epiphany nowdays, that's a good start i guess. But anyway, i still have half way to get through. All i need is a slight change and yess, i did some.
Some radical changes i already made on early april, at that time i just need to get out of something that bounded me, get out of my comfort zone and let go all my dependence. So effin hard but i did it. Leave me brokenhearted but i just move along
Now, i learn to make a better decision in life, learn to know what i need instead of what i want, more focus in everything that really matters, and trying hard not to sweats unimportant things.

Changes..

"Half way to go" i meant, including a new place to live. I'll have a new place, it's smaller than i have now, but the main reason i'm moving out to that new place because it will completed the Amend. I need a new atmosphere in EVERYTHING!
Step by step.. i re-arrange everything and begin to structuring the next 5 years in my life!

London and Bloc party

Home Sweet Home ( The Last Day)

The Last Day
I called it as "Re-amending Day"
It goes along with my 25's resolution!
i realise life is about choosing between option, so whatever happen in my life right now or later, it is because i've chosed it to be happened.. it's time to make a better decision for a better future :)

"ART IS KONSEP"

An event with Efek Rumah Kaca, bangku taman and many more

Last night was awesome! Bangku taman really made a great vibe since this is my first time to see them on stage, they really made a wonderful impression, especially when they're singing mersey paradise. Me, wearing my Stone Roses T-Shirt, spontaneusly spell-bound, like they're singing that song specially for me (i wish!) :) Anyway, u should download their newest album on yesnowave! highly recommended!

madava brown!

miku, me and bahe

adrian efek rumah kaca

chalil efek rumah kaca

Efek Rumah Kaca as the main show, as always.. hypnotized all the audience to sing a long, remarkable!

CAPTURED FROM THE BALCONY

u could see the whole view from the window' s reflection
taken from my sister's room window

my favourite spot of the house : this balcony

This bell is the weirdest part of my house. We use it to call or wake people on each floor. On the second floor are my brother and sister's room and on the 1st floor are my parents's, so if they're too lazy to yell, just ring the bell! u can ring the bell by pulling the rope downstair, we already know the rules, if the bell is ringing that's mean somebody needs u, u better come downstair.

Home Sweet Home ( Day 4)

Day 4 i start to realise that, it's not easy to live with your parents if u're normally live by your own. I always decide everything freely and now i have to ask for some else's agreement! dont like it, but sometimes u have to make a deal with anykind of confrontation aight? so here i am.. till next week, i have to stay in this house with all the rules.
On my birthday, there's no celebration at all. But everything was fine. I went to EndahNRhesa and The Sigit Show.

1st song : black amplifire

is this Alone At Last vocalist? or they're relative? look a like!

rekti

recorder to rock n roll!

no doubt, she's genious!

Endah called him " lion"


great performer



that's a wrap! happy birthday to me!

Home Sweet Home (Day 3)

I went to the doctor and that's when all my idea about this vacation totally changed. My doctor told me to get rid off my tonsil cause it's been "castatrophe" since i was 5. Can u believe it? tommorrow i'm turning 25 and get a very special gift, yess, i will get a part of my body cut off! Wow, i wonder what is a better gift than that?
The deal is i will be at hospital start next friday and the "Show" must go on in Saturday! no more ERK and mocca or whatever that i already planned to do on friday. Anyway today i keep thinking about someone... ehmm or somepeople, i kinda miss the time we've had together. Shite, i hate this kind of feeling, it drives me crazy!
Today, i also have a dream about the same people, i've been dreamt about this person for last couple days, i dont like it either. Hey mister, u have no right to knocking on my dream, cut it off will ya?!
Today is okay but i've been (a lot) better!

Tommorrow : The sigit and EndahNrhesa, hopefully i will have a blessed and blissful day!

Home Sweet Home ( Day 2)

boredom..
i spent my day mostly in front of computer, checking this and that, chatting and when the internet went down i turned on the tv. Well, i was thinking maybe this is some kind of activity that can make people become wasted and their intelligence will be decreasing if they're doing it for a long time, i guess i'm on that path :p
so today i was watching Oprah, she's talking about ordinary poeple who become heroes and also Upin Ipin on Disney Channel, did u know Upin Ipin in English version is totally NOT funny?! they're seem so normal, no funny at all!
The best thing about today, i found out that there gonna be gigs in a couple days and my brother will play on one of the gigs, so this time i will have chances to see bands that i like

on Wednesday i'm going to see them..

the S.i.g.i.t

Endah n rhesa

On friday... let's meet up!

efek rumah kaca


bangku taman

mocca

hopefully i'm getting better tommorrow, so i can make this week a very splendid " great escape" :)

Home Sweet Home ( Day 1)

Yes, i'm home finalee...
well actually my mom asked me to come home, because i'm no longer taking care of myself properly and she knows that i need a little bit "rehab" from all the destructive things i've done.
1st day : the trip was okay, eventhough i met some mood-wrecker, i hate when people trying so hard to fit in their enormous baggage to the cabin.
Halooo..if u lazy enough waiting for your baggage, just dont bring too much, will ya?

i'm home and it's fella good than ever, why?
1. it feels like a gazillion time since the last time, so i admit it, i'm kinda homesick.
2. i got my internet, tv cable, hot water all the time.
3. i dont bother myself to pay for what i eat or use.
4. last but not least, it just feels so good to be close with your family, aight?

Since i'm happy today i'm gonna share my happiness to u all. Just watch this and laugh, harder will be better. I think it's pretty funny .

UDANWATU

An open source collaboration, adit bujbunen said. Aditya bujbunen al buse, i know him from Rebelzine. In this project i asked reza a.k.a zarr, he's bassist of Hairdresser On Fire since he has a similar kind of noisy project named zarr, i think he's the right person for this Udanwatu project and its not so hard to collaborate with him, coz we're at the same band for almost 4 years. Finally we decided to work on unfinished material.

Udanwatu : Open source collaboration music project by adit bujbunen

Zarr : on the making of "destruction"

mix down and voila.. we're done!

today we finished the music, still got the vocal material to accomplish. we're planning to make it like storytelling or poetrical kind of way..
we visualize it a little bit more theatrical, can wait for the result :)

STAGES!

it is a very magical place, if alice has her wonderland, this is mine.. once i get up and just being on that centre stage, that's when the magic happen!

May (part 1)

i always have thought may is the greatest month of the year, although most of the best things happened not in may, but eventually when may come i always face it with a big grin of smile :)
i didn't initiate any resulution this year, just trying to let it flow and let see what happen, but as i counting down the day to may 12 and turning 25, i just said to myself lets make me a better person! try to have a better life, a healthier life and a lot more condusive life, emotionally of course.


7 days to go.. hopefully, i'm not gonna have that quarter life crisis syndrom thingy!